THEINSPIRING.

Chanel Iman. A really great young model, with a very unique look and has done a lot of incredible work. Your something to look up to, keep up the great work.

I HATE BEING THE BLAME FOR EVERYTHING.

People tend to make me feel like everythings my fault, that everything that goes wrong is based around me. Yeah i'm human and we make mistakes, but it takes two. So fuck everyone who's made me feel like nothing and thats straight from the heart. I've been told by so many more people that I have greatness ahead of me. But of course there's that one asshole that doesn't like to see you happy. So again fuck you. Excuse my choice of words, but i'm here to speak my mind and i'm not holding my tongue. I don't like grudges, but i never forgive those who put me down. Who are you to tell me that i'm nothing ? Who are you to point out everything i've ever done wrong ? Who are you to name every flaw ? And then, people throw the problems at my numerously. I'm fed up with half the shit I take from people, and i'm not always straightforward about it but it builds up inside of me. You must not understand, the feeling that you get when someone says your nothing hurts a lot. The closest people to you are the first ones tear you down. I'm done with all of that, i've been distancing myself from those people and its a sad thing. I'm not one to point out everyone elses problems, and i wouldn't like it done to me.

Eminem.
" Will Smith don't got to cuss in his raps to sell records -
well I do, so fuck him and fuck you too "

HELLOO ' 09 :D

2008 ? A pretty ohkay year , beginning of a lot for me "/ Lmfao. But thats now in the past, and a new year has begin . Everyones saying things like " New Year , New Me , New Style " and I never really understood the concept behind that . If you weren't happy with yourself before it shouldn't take a new year for you to realize that. To begin with, no ones perfect and thats just a fact of life . Theres only so much of a change we can make, and half the people that talk about such a drastic change stay the same. The new year for me is just another day , and a new amount of experiences to come along with it. But I refuse to change myself; everyone knows me for who I already am and apparently enough people appreciate it. I won't change for anyone, or anyday in this case. I'm excited for 2009 and thanks to all you guys who created memories in 2008 with me. Heres another year for more memories to make with all you amazing people :D Happy New yearsssss .