what a show. ENCORE !

so since the vma's last night, media has been blowing up. facebook was booming, twitter was off the market, and blogs are going crazy. google and youtubes taking its part posting video clips and pictures. my opinion ?

so everyone knows that i love kanye west dearly, everything about him .. but the stunt he pulled yesterday was so unnessicary. poor taylor, her face just looked so upset. i wanted to personally give her a hug and tell her everything would be ohkay after that. Kanye, that was rude!

i'm very proud of beyonce, she did the right thing. i mean , it was only right after kanye completely destroyed taylor's moment of shine. and to think that was her first vma, she'll definitely remember that. beyonce performed very nicely, but i'm waiting to see something new.

Lady Gaga, I will truly pray for this woman. If she's not a creep, i don't know who is. The performance to me was weird from start to finish, and the outfits she had on that night ? Mother, please get your child and talk to her. The blood at the end was just the icing on the cake for me. I think someone really needs to sit her down and talk to her about her problems, because clearly she has many.

so apparently pink and shakira wore the same dress this year at the vma's, but this dilemma happens often. my opinion, pink rocked it better. speaking of pink, her performance was great. she brought something completely different to the table, which was great. i love her, i always have, i always will. PINK <3

um, where'd she come from ? LMFAO

I believe I'm growing as a person, blossoming like the tree of life. Thanks to you I've learn so much about myself, and other people. I've learn trust is something you have to earn, and everyone isn't worthy of my trust . I've learn beauty is skin deep. I've learned the word " sorry " doesn't always wiggle your way out of every situation. I've learned about love, the feeling that comes along with it. I've learned what it really means to be greatful and to appreciate everything and everyone around me. I've learned who cares about me, and who only pretends to care. I've learned the meaning of life, I've been placed here for a reason; I serve a purpose. I've learn that growing doesn't only come with age . You grow with the mind, the heart, the spirit , belief. I see things in a different way. I don't allow peoples words get to me, and I've learned their all full of bullshit. I'll continue to learn, and grow wiser; Lifes full of lessons and thats what I've come to realize.

" Mother and Daughter "

Theres too much miscommunication, misunderstanding , and mistrust. One talks over the other so there's never any agreements. No one ever hears the next one out, rather jump to conclusion before they know the half of it . I've failed you as a child and myself as a person . Theres a solution somewhere, we just haven't searched enough . Everytime I think all the arguing is over, something triggers it again . Are you as annoyed with it as I am ?

THEINSPIRING.

Chanel Iman. A really great young model, with a very unique look and has done a lot of incredible work. Your something to look up to, keep up the great work.

I HATE BEING THE BLAME FOR EVERYTHING.

People tend to make me feel like everythings my fault, that everything that goes wrong is based around me. Yeah i'm human and we make mistakes, but it takes two. So fuck everyone who's made me feel like nothing and thats straight from the heart. I've been told by so many more people that I have greatness ahead of me. But of course there's that one asshole that doesn't like to see you happy. So again fuck you. Excuse my choice of words, but i'm here to speak my mind and i'm not holding my tongue. I don't like grudges, but i never forgive those who put me down. Who are you to tell me that i'm nothing ? Who are you to point out everything i've ever done wrong ? Who are you to name every flaw ? And then, people throw the problems at my numerously. I'm fed up with half the shit I take from people, and i'm not always straightforward about it but it builds up inside of me. You must not understand, the feeling that you get when someone says your nothing hurts a lot. The closest people to you are the first ones tear you down. I'm done with all of that, i've been distancing myself from those people and its a sad thing. I'm not one to point out everyone elses problems, and i wouldn't like it done to me.

Eminem.
" Will Smith don't got to cuss in his raps to sell records -
well I do, so fuck him and fuck you too "

HELLOO ' 09 :D

2008 ? A pretty ohkay year , beginning of a lot for me "/ Lmfao. But thats now in the past, and a new year has begin . Everyones saying things like " New Year , New Me , New Style " and I never really understood the concept behind that . If you weren't happy with yourself before it shouldn't take a new year for you to realize that. To begin with, no ones perfect and thats just a fact of life . Theres only so much of a change we can make, and half the people that talk about such a drastic change stay the same. The new year for me is just another day , and a new amount of experiences to come along with it. But I refuse to change myself; everyone knows me for who I already am and apparently enough people appreciate it. I won't change for anyone, or anyday in this case. I'm excited for 2009 and thanks to all you guys who created memories in 2008 with me. Heres another year for more memories to make with all you amazing people :D Happy New yearsssss .